[ I don't want just a.n.y.o.n.e to hold ]

nikkicole8870 @ 2008-07-26T15:07:00

2008-07-26T19:06:20Z

i miss my kimmy!!!!
but i will see her soon!
for her birthday!!!!!
:)
yay!!!!

nikkicole8870 @ 2007-12-07T17:55:00

2007-12-07T22:56:52Z

where is my kimmy!?

i want to cuddle!

...not with kim lol

but with a cute boy.

nikkicole8870 @ 2007-07-22T23:52:00

2007-07-23T03:52:18Z

hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

nikkicole8870 @ 2007-07-18T03:31:00

2007-07-18T07:33:03Z

eeee!!!!
double date tomorrow?!?!?!?
:)

i <3 the hampton diner parking lot after hours ..with huge moths and cute police men and steph and jim :)

nikkicole8870 @ 2007-04-24T19:00:00

2007-04-24T23:04:43Z

i miss trevin!

:) :) :) :)

nikkicole8870 @ 2006-12-18T01:05:00

2006-12-18T06:05:06Z

what if you could keep a promise?
i feel sick.

nikkicole8870 @ 2006-08-18T14:43:00

2006-08-18T18:45:11Z

i miss my little kelly!

nikkicole8870 @ 2006-07-17T23:24:00

2006-07-18T03:31:04Z

i love you kelly farah and i always will.. remember that :)

nikkicole8870 @ 2006-04-04T18:41:00

2006-04-04T22:50:48Z

tsa today
woke up at 4:30.. ughhhh
talked to zack and texted kyle on the ride down
walked around and got free food for like 5 hours
i <3 college lunch
fell and killed me finger lol
hung out with eric, nathan, jeff, whitey, kyle, zack, and jason
got first place for tech systems :) loveeee... dallas!!
almost a 3 hour ride home.. soo shitty
rob came and picked me up
im making noodles and then im gonna pass out

soo sleepy..

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-11-22T17:42:00

2005-11-22T22:44:15Z

real dinner tonight.. yea bitch :)

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-11-21T21:50:00

2005-11-22T02:52:40Z

death stare

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-11-14T15:57:00

2005-11-14T20:59:16Z

lunch today was shitty... accidentally hit kel.. caz i thought she was seth lol.. im retarded...

i cant do that anymore..

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-10-20T09:52:00

2005-10-20T13:45:12Z

i hate cj.. and im going to keep saying that until i forget about him so get over it

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-06-28T13:35:00

2005-06-28T17:33:17Z

I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] =] =] =] =] =] i have my license!!!!

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-05-01T16:33:00

2005-05-01T20:34:35Z

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! prom is on friday!!!! im soooo excited! and im 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-02-22T14:03:00

2005-02-22T18:59:55Z

*if you read this, even if i don't speak to you often
**or we have never met.

***please post a memory of me **
****it can be anything you want, so long as it happened

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-31T19:15:00

2005-02-01T00:17:09Z

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-20T21:31:00

2005-01-21T02:28:14Z

i made my journal friends only now... i dont think many people read it anyway.. but whatever :)

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-12T17:14:00

2005-01-12T22:20:00Z

play meeting today :) was super funness.. i got a few people's genders confused but what else is new..
soo excited for the play.. its gonna be alot of work but i have nothing else to do so i can be dedicated

klimas' wife had her baby :] .. its a boy and his name is wyett(spelling?) spencer... i like the spencer but not so much the wyett... whatever :) i love babies... i asked him if he was cute and he said no...lol

atticus and i got to be sickly together today.. but hes more sicker than me... which sucks..

i didnt get to play in the stairway today..lol o well

i dont remember what else happened today,.. except tallamy made me take that stupid chapter test after not being here for 2 days... it doesnt matter if we didnt learn anything new... i didnt feel like taking it.. so i did it wrong... and im gonna fail.. o well

:] nik

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-11T16:00:00

2005-01-11T21:03:08Z

stayed home today... caz i still felt not good... i slept till 1:30 when kelly called... caz i took night time medicine before i went back to sleep ... our school had a half day.. i was told the day was real boring... atticus is sick... hes coughing and has a fever... no good... i used 2 boxes of tissues in less than 2 days,,, i still have 2 tissues left tho...i just got done painting my nails .. they are pink and baby blue.. its funness... i needed sumthing to do while they dried so i figured id update... ya know what i realized... i use alot of dots..yea.. anyway... i dont know

--nik

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-10T09:48:00

2005-01-10T14:46:50Z

blaaaaa i feel like crap... home from school early caz im sick...cait and atticus are sick too... the nurse said i could go home because she had never seen me before... that was cool.. waited a half hour for my stepdad caz hes slow...im gonna go eat my soup and pass out...

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-07T09:33:00

2005-01-07T14:31:51Z

im in psychology class andim trying to find out why guys are sooo retarted.. but i cant figure it out.. it sucks and im gonns fail.. but thats okay :) kinda..

i talked to kyle last night and cleared alot of things up... and i talked to steven too... which was awesome caz our conversations are sooo retarted..

i stayed up real late last night talking on the phone to kelly and trying to figure out why im sooo messed up... we stayed up until 12:30 and i still dont know.. after that i tryed calling steven but he didnt answer..caz it was like 12:30 and normal people arent awake then ...

im sooo tired and i look like crap today... blaaa ...

*nik

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-05T11:35:00

2005-01-05T16:32:58Z

worst snow day ever..
woke up to the news that my dog died... :( ... no good... i cried all morning...

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-03T19:14:00

2005-01-04T00:19:59Z

ew... i woke up early today.. 6:30... and went to bed at 1... that was a sucky night..

school wasnt that bad except for the fact that tallamy decided that he wanted to actually teach and i was out of it

i stayed after today tho.. and hung out with kelly and saw seth n then talked with papenmeier for a while n then hung out with jamie and his friends.. it was pretty fun except my mom doesnt understand that when u have a cell phone ur supposed to bring it places with u... lol

*nik

nikkicole8870 @ 2005-01-02T20:46:00

2005-01-03T01:51:25Z

today i went to my grandmas caz it was her birthday and i was very upset because i couldnt go to the hockey game... and they won too.. and fought like a million times! and i missed it! :( i heart violence in sports.. so next time perry said i could run out on the ice n check #2 into a wall :) im so excited lol

justin came home today :) from boring new york

we go back to school tomorrow which totally sucks because i have to wake up at like 5:30... bla... :( no more waking up at 12:30... till the weekend

new years eve was sooo much fun.. me and kelly called a million people and had chocolate fights and water fights lol mucho funness i cant even remember half the stuff we did.. but it was awesome :)

*2005* should be awesome :)